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hais todae actualli wanna call him tell him i wanna giv him up le! but .... no guts and i 4gotten where i put the telefone number -.-" everydae i live in sadness...wondering when will i finally have the guts to tell him...i guess tht will never happen in moii life. im jus too coward le. altho ppl thinks tht i lubb him but i dun. i habb to pretend i do. its so terrible to pretend to love sumone u dun!. how i wish i have nv told him i ..... him last time... all my fault.