idiot?coward?...

FREAK. i cant sleep, i have been thinkin of him lately. ARGH he cant just get out of my blardi head !!!! i also dont know why will he be stuck inside, jus missed him out of the sudden. If only he didn't do it ....... then maybe i .......... well well nevermind. Sighs, Now nobody at home, im all alone at home again. That is so SICKENING! i hate being alone. well cos im afraid of sleeping alone and i am oso afraid of offing the lights. hurhurhur, im a BIG COWARD !sigh sigh sighs, holidays are ending, ohhmygosh` very fast ! i need more breaks to sort out what i really want ! haii , write so much also no use. nobody understand me, all the fake-o's around me, they realli acting like a bunch of fools, thinkin im a IDIOT ! well LISTEN UP ~ I AM NOT AN IDIOT. U PAPA HEAD !